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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

The UnWanted news We Never Wanna Hear!

So I start my story with first an update of the last time I was on here! First and for most we have a nice home now, good jobs we both like, our children have made friends that are right next store and the very same ages as them! We after this month should come out on top and be caught up with our current bills and I am blessed to have us all together here and in one peace!!! woot woot for happiness!


Now for the current frightfull news I found out just last wednesday in the ER! I went to the hospital in great pain in my lower right side of my tummy just above my hip bone! I was there for many hours after returning from my trip there the day before when I lucked out to have found a good ER doc! she saw on my ultra sound and cat scans lots of extra fluids built up on top and around my ovaries! My heart dropped and fear then set in of what could be such as cancer and my babies and hubby were the first thing that popped into my mind!! She gave me the name of her good friend Dr. Michael Cheek and gave me some meds to comfort my pain until my appt with him this week! I saw him today and got lucky enough to have him walk me through all the steps I need to, to get better! first of all he is putting me n a birth control pill to shrink my cyst! which I have one on each ovary! the one on my right is larger then 6cm which is frightful yes but better to face the fear head on the dwell on it and let it eat away at what I have to fight this battle!! he doesn't think its cancer but until we get them to shrink up we will not know for sure! so its birth control, healthy eating, listening to my body and his advice that is the answer for now! I have not made it to the gym in over 5 weeks and he has now given me the go ahead to swing back into action and take over my body! to fill it with love and care it needs and I am so thankful that through this all I still have the drive and want to win this adventure! so please everyone keep me in your prayers that I keep pushing forward that the news that comes from this in 6weeks is good and that I don't let the fear of it all drag me down! I am ever so thankful for good friends and loved ones to support me in this battle! hugs and loves and I will update again soon as I am able!