Funny things happen and remind us

Its funny how sometimes the past being brought up can help someone in which you don't know but need to reach out too.. Over the last few days i have had a few events remind me of how to hold on and be strong.. This last month has been a constant struggle with many ups and downs in my weight loss journey, But the world is a much bigger place than just that. We will start with yesterday..
When getting to the gym to meet someone for our 4.8 mile walk the lady at the front desk looked down and sadden. I asked her if she was okay she said no... i am alone, eating more than i should and gaining weight.. I told her if she ever needed a workout buddy or a walking partner to let me know. Needles to say my walking partner did a no show which was okay because than i could put myself to my own test.. see how quickly i could get my walk done! ON my walk my mind was only on the lady at the front desk and how sadden she was, on how i know exactly where she is and how she feels. It made me walk faster and push myself more than ever because i wasn't doing it just for me but for that young woman too.. I than returned to the gym she was done with her shift but, i sat down and wrote her out a letter about how i know where she's at and she is never alone as much as she feels it.. That if she needed a co-pilot i would be blessed to that partner.. That I too struggle on a daily basis with food and comfort from it. That it beatable and wont always run her life. I left my number and name, I truly hope she calls i want to help her realize just how beautiful and loved she is!

So second reminder challenge thought.. i will do in the next blog only because its a long story you have hear the old one first to see where i sit...


Back to today though... I am over whelmed with my obstacles, I often struggle with the thought of giving up which will never happen but sometimes you just feel like your getting no where fast lol I hope soon my body is done Rebelling against me.. So i cant just enjoy the found health i have..