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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Angry! Dicouraged! you name it!

I am overwhelmed, Frustrated, pissed off, discouraged you name it.. So yesterday i have a good doctors appt. i got about constipation problems not that world needs to know this but, he says my blood pressure looks good and takes me off the HZTC i was taking that had helped in getting the water weight off my calves.. My fingers today have started swelling again, and its day three no more HZTC i still am unable to have a bowl movement why i am not sure he says it was the pills but if so why every three days am i in pain do to not being able to go? Its these days that make me want to give up. I was so excited yesterday my blood pressure looking good, going off a pill seeing the doctor be happy with my weight loss fitting into a nice pair of XL workout clothes.. Lg sports bra but if i strive for health why i am getting new health problems? i have increased my fiber, been drinking loads more of water.. i workout massive its my relief in my depression i am just lost today. I feel like throwing in the towl i wont but being in pain doesnt help me feel good! Someone please direct me to what i am doing wrong? or i am meant to not get to my goal? I just need to feel good i feel enegetic, happy with my weight loss thus far but i am tired of the health issures. yes my blood pressure is better but i cant freakin get comfy cause i cant go... Grrrrrr God damn doctors in the middle of know where that dont really try to get to the root of F****ing Problem!

3 comments:

Wait. What? said...

Gosh girl I know where you are coming from , before they figured out my thyroid problem they had me in the office every other day it seemed like and tryin all different things to alleviate my pains...

Stick with this - its your body and its the only one you got so no giving up now sunshine!

Emotional Release said...

Aww Thanks Cat... i feel so much better i spent Two hours in the gym and had a killer workout when in doubt work it out right? Many hugs to you sweets.. i hope all is well on your end.. lots of loves to ya!

Sage Ravenwood said...

There will be days that make absolutely no sense. In the end it sounds like there have been more satisfying days than not right? Try Green Tea, it's a natural detox for your body. Not to mention it helps reduce cholesterol. (Hugs)Indigo