Bath Tub Insperation!

So first and for most the setting! I sit here writing from my bath tub,yes I did say bath tub! Some of our finest thought or ideas come from that warm soaking that we often over look and I for once am not going to let this one moment, thought memory pass me by!


So my family celebrated Christmas the 27Th this year and while watching them all mingle and laugh I started to tear up! I saw this beautiful young lady talking to her cousin as I watched her talk with her side profile view I cried! No not tears of sadness but, of how quickly she is growing up! We all know our bodies change as life Carry's us along and as it changes so does our actions we move in smooth moment with body and mind! I saw the curves for the first time telling me my lil lady is growing she is forming into the most beautiful young lady I have ever known! call me crazy or bias I guess we all think our children are the most beautiful and so be it but I know her inside and out, The word beauty does not do her justice at all! She is the most wonderful joy, gift laugh, hug smile i have ever been given i am blessed that i have such a wonderful gift not everyone gets it but i am lucky to have her and watch her grow before my very eyes.


As My daughter is beautiful my son is handsome, I have seen him grow two size this last year and his humor makes my day, the way he turns things around into his point of view, to hear him tell a joke and love to make someone smile. The dimples in his smile make my heart flutter. He truly is breath taking in every way. He works hard to be tall because of his small frame when in all he is the tallest young man i know. The way he works out math problems, tells a story or even say mom lets cuddle makes me want to know him and see him more in more in all he does. He doesn't give up he wants to be the best our best, though he might not know it at times he is the best to us always no matter how many times he falls or fails nothing is really failing he is simply living to show us that life is nothing but happiness and we all have that option to live it just as that its how we choose it that makes it what we want! I am so very lucky.. I hate that they grow up but, i am excited to see the grown man and father he will be later.. I know from his humor, heart laughter, smile and eyes he will be the very best one out there second to his father who to this day amazes me with his wit and sensibility, his spunk his laughter.. I am so very lucky for what i have has made me the woman i am today..

We often at times over look whats put before us and always pull out the negative stuff in our lives why?? Why nit pick why pull things apart why analyze beauty? Life is a gift we often take for granted we always wish for more or hope for less heart ache and yes i am known for that too but today, today is my thankful thought, my reminder are my children of why we should live it as if tomorrow never comes.

we always set our life out in a plan or a list of things that need to happen in order or action when really often the plan is not what ends up happening. We can plan for life to be what and how we want it but, its those little moments, those UN planned adventures that make life what it is, free We are free to choose where we live, or how we live or what we live for. We are free to worry or think of things as half full instead of half empty.. Lately i have looked as it the complete opposite way than i should.. i have seen things as half empty for way too long. This new year brings me hope that things will always look half full better to be half full than half empty right?

I have wonderful Children, A husband that takes my breath away over and over again, I have sadness in my heart for the ones out there who are lonely and have no one, i have joy in my heart knowing i can share my heart with many. We often think that our hearts belong to few people but, if we shared it with the rest of the world maybe more people would see rainbows in stead of dark gray rain clouds, maybe the puddle would be the wildest craziest pool on earth instead of what made our shoes soaking wet and our day ruined.. Its us who have control over our thoughts, dreams, wants views. Anyone person can show us direction but, its our choice on what one to follow and when to make a new path.
So i sit here with my words and reminders that our paths, our directions can change at anyone moment don't always look for the negative but, look the half full glass before us!