Today marks 9 yrs that Jon and I have been married. It has been the most amazing Journey in my life. When you get married you know you will always love that person with all your heart but, until your truly madly in love you never know that feeling and i am one of those lucky people who get to enjoy it, feel it, live it and breath it! Through the course of our 9 yrs there has been many trials, many adventure, many amazing breath taking moments where our eyes meet and its all it takes. He truly is my best friend ,my husband and my lover! When he is down so am I, When i am down so is he and he does everything in his power to bring laughter to my day. I could sit and cuddle til the ends of the earth with him. His soft touch his soft voice and the eyes that reassure me i we will make it through any of lives challenges.
When we get married we never sit to think of who that person is really in front us because even though we think we know them its truly different after they become yours and you become theirs. Over the time i have realized how very determined, courageous, and knowledgeable my husband is. When i think i cant push myself any more he becomes my strength, When he feels weak i am there we have grown as one person one family and our love has become so strong it burst from the seems!
I remember our wedding like it was yesterday. It snowed the night before and the morning of i swore no one would make it due to weather and our wedding was already oh so small with only 6 weeks notice to all of our guest but, the snow didn't stop them they still attended it to watch us take our first steps as man and wife! I was so nervous my hands wouldn't stop shaking and i couldn't stand still for even a sec. My dress was gorgeous the flowers were gorgeous the smiles everyone had on their faces.. I remember waiting for the music and my maid of honor to go out before i had such butter flies in my tummy. I couldn't help but cry, i was Finlay marring my love the one person who knew me inside and out. As i enter the room and start to walk down the isle i was so nervous, the music playing and the words of the song made my tears come out like it was a water fall over flowing with joy! As i come to the bottom of the steps of where he is my eyes meet his and his meet mine and those butter flies take full dance in my heart and nothing else in the world exist but him and i in this very moment. I couldn't wait, wait for his hands to hold mine, for his soft lips to brush mine, I couldn't wait for our journey to begin it was by far the greatest moment in my life. Our honey moon of which we didn't even we were going to have was breath taking..
It was our first time being alone at night without our lil girl or family around it was our first true us time. It in its self was such an adventure one i long again lol. We went to the Washington coast as we get into Long Beach the wind is just thrashing around and the waves were huge. I love storm watching at the coast. Everything was closing up early and preparing for a hard storm of high winds we stopped at the only restaurant open in town and had dinner by candle light just us lol by far the best beginning ever to our adventure. AS we reach the cabin our friend bought our stay at it was pitch dark the power had gone down with store so we had nothing but, fire place light and candle light. We sat enjoyed each other s company played board games by candle light, sipped wine it was the best moment i think in my life. I wake to the next morning of my new husband making me breakfast lol.. I couldnt as for more . We hand many walks along the beach some of which were by moon light i love that and as the house becomes warmer and night becomes day we watch lady bugs take flight in our cabin.... Yes lady bugs our cabin was infested with them from roof top to window to door way entrance they were everywhere lol! awww the memories lol i love em all...
so i am ready for the next adventure that comes our way, the next challenge will be a peace of cake as long as we walk through them together! I look forward to the many more years with him and nothing is more breath taking than is love! Thank you Jon for being my rock, my comfort my best friend and my husband. I love you soo very much and i look forward to the many more years we have ahead of us! Your truly my Rock , My world My Breath!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
9yrs Later and Still Madlly in Love!
Posted by Emotional Release at 6:20 AM
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Congratulations dear one! Paul and I had such a rocky start ourselves, in the end it was as if we got all the difficulties out of the way so we could love each other undconditionally. I'm so happy for you. The wedding, the honeymoon, even the ladybugs sounds breathtaking. (Hugs)Indigo
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