Todays Tarot Card Reading Very Interesting!

So i get those little emails about my Tarot card readings and horoscopes for the day and the one that came my way today totally hit home! So here it goes this is what it said!


The Nine of Swords, Suggests that my power today lies in realization. I am not my mistakes. I cant do this alone or pretend any more. The illusion of comfort in denial or sacrifice is no longer mine. There is no shame in my suffering--no healing in silent self-torment. It is here at the surreal crossroads of the "soul Search" where dawning truth meets anguish of overwhelming resistance in mind over matter that i can finally wake up, change my mind, let go of what no longer works or own my losses or choices. I am empowered by intense acknowledgement or epiphany and my virtue is gratitude or relief in recognition.


Over the past few days with the holidays here i have been dealing with those unwanted feelings again of my father not loving me. I have been pushing myself to be healthier, working on everything but, the inside that is where it needs to start most at right? so maybe this is a sign???