He holds the Key to my Heart!

So Last night my husband wrote the most amazing, blunt, honest, loving blog i have ever read! He brought me to tears to see how much he loves me, Yes i see it in his eyes, the way holds me, the way he brushes my hair off my face, and places his hand on the small of my back. I have never been so in love in all of my life, My heart aches when we are apart, i think of him from the moment he walks out our front door til the moment he arrives home! I love the way he calls me baby, the way just his words can bring me to joy, to laughter, to even tears.. He is the most wonderful i man i have ever encountered, ever met ever been given the chance to love! He always puts me first, with out any hesitation, He goes the extra mile to let me know he loves by doing the simplest things ever.



For example, i wanted desperately to rearranged my living room to make it more open, more family like but, our busy plans pushed it aside, we had a party to go to the next day with a baked cheese cake the needed to be made, i was exhausted and said we can just buy something headed for bed and my hubby stayed up baked the cheese cake and while waiting on it he rearranged my living room for me.. That's not all that's wonderful about it he had to work the next day at 330am and didn't sleep at all that night just to make me smile and happy.. I love you baby!


I love when he holds me all night long, when we lay in each others arms and look into each others eyes and no words need spoken just gazing is enough to take away my breath! I could lay in his arms all day long, never move from that spot. There is never enough time in our day, but,we always make time for each other that cuddle time, that bonding is something i could never go without. I feel so safe, so secure in where i am and i know no matter what challenges come our way we will make it through because we have each other.


I cant believe our 9 year anniversary is just around the corner. I never realized how much i could love one person until i let my heart become his, Until i walked down the isle and give him the key that no one person ever really had the chance to have, I knew long ago in high school he was special, i knew long ago i loved him and when the moment came that i had to vouch it to make him see me was the best move i ever made! I will never forget the first date, or the first kiss, I remember laying in the moving theater seats with my head on his lap, holding his warm hands around my waist thinking i was in a dream, floating across the room without any care in the world other than the love i had bursting out of me! He is my knight, my guide, my very best friend! I love you baby..


I still see my wedding fresh in my mind just as if it was yesterday, i remember his look at me when i came down the isle, i remember being so nervous that i had i to remind myself to breath... but, as soon as i came in front of him my breath became smooth and refreshed with the love of his touch his hands on mine he smiled his gorgeous eyes told me that i was safe n sound right where i was meant to be! When we get married when think that we will live happily ever after but only when the thought becomes a reality do we fully see the true love that sits before our eyes and i love every moment of it all!


I hope one day my children are as lucky as us, that they find their perfect other half, that they experience true love and know how it feels to have someone person complete you.. Jon Thank you for all you do for me, for all you have given me, for choosing me to be yours and letting me complete you! I cant wait for our trip this coming month, i cant wait to have the one on one cuddle time with you, to fall in the snow with your arms around me, to plant a snow ball smack dab on your ass, to laugh at each other as we fall all over ourselves, to sit by the fire place and listen to its beautiful silence, I just cant wait for our time where we can just sit and enjoy each others company knowing there is nothing needing to be done or taken care of other than some much needed lovin for each other!