My Best Friend!

Wow The saying " The Truth Shall Set You Free" Is so very true. For along time well not long but enough time i have been caring around a burden, something i feared telling my husband, knowing it could ruin our relationship, our marriage our lives together. i was so scared to lose us it showed me how much I LOVE US! Sometimes not talking spirals things into such a world wind of emotions that we lose each other, lose base, lose our sense of direction but, with guidance and love it can be easily be found again i know this now! There will never be day i am not thankful for him, or us. There will never be a day that i don't miss him, or love him. There will never be a day where he is not my very best friend. There will never be a day where we will end unless its our time to depart this world we live in! I want to grow old with him, get gray hair and wrinkles, Take many long walks, tell him my needs, listen to his wants, laugh about our children, search for an adventure and love until no end! I love you Jon!

I knew when we married i was lucky, I knew than i found my soul mate my other half that truly completes me, He was so gentle with my little girl, so caring with me, listened, laughed with me, cried with me, and not only that never gave up on me. I knew the very first day i met him in high school that i liked him more than just that cute boy who was my friend. I am glad that i waited till we were out of high school to tell him because i knew than he would really stick around and i wouldn't be one of those high school flings haha! I will never forget when i moved lol i was only 15 yrs of age but, i missed him like mad and i was crying my eye balls out, he gave me the plaid button up shirt he was wearing lol i slept with for months so i could remember his smell. i was gone a bit over a year and when i moved home lol the biggest surprise in my life was him walking up to the front porch to welcome me! Here i come home 3 months pregnant and he still wanted me to be his girl, lol when i left we were just friend, when i came home we became best friends.. We went a while without talking over stupid reason.. One day out of the blue he called me for number of a mutual friend, and took me out bowling lmao i knew that night i loved him to much to let him go!

Now here we sit almost 9 yrs of marriage and i love him even more than that very first day. He is so much my moon and stars all wrapped up in one! He makes me smile and want to be the best person i can, he is a wonderful father, husband and lover and still yes my very best friend. I am so blessed, so thankful so complete without him life would be nothing but, an empty shell of dreams!