The House that is Driving Me to the Loony Bin!

Ugh... I don't know if its because my PMS is riding up on me or because i am always out of time and tired but, I cant stand the messy house or lack of control that's going on in my home any more. I come home to a messy house pick it up get it all nice and neat next day same routine why? Why do i work 43 hrs a week, and still never have time for my home? I know sounds weird but the messy house it really depresses me! I use to be able to keep in nice and tidy, respectful and comforting but, now its just a mess. Pure and Simple i have let my lack of want for being at my job and in this small town walk all over me. I keep myself so busy as to not focus on the unhappiness that the town and work place bring. I mean i know i dislike my job and living area, so does hubby but, how do i push it past just long enough to get back on top? We move in about a year and i know its coming not fast enough but, its coming i just got get my feet moving and the blood running through my veins enough to get back into action.
So its now 830pm kids are tucked and i set myself here before i start my house work yes its bothering me enough that i am going to tackle some of it before heading to bed...

What things i cant stand most are this:
1. the laundry sitting on the couch waiting to be folded.,
2. the folded laundry sitting on the coffee table waiting to be put away and has been for over a week now.
3. My over flowing dirty laundry room waiting for me, yep me to pick it up and get it all organized again,
4. the dusty TVs, tables, end tables, dirty windows,
5. The clutter on the floor and counters, The dirty shoes when you enter the house,
6. The kids bedrooms that you cant walk in... My bedroom that's cluttered
7. The dirty bathrooms that only i can seem to get clean or well normal anyways..
8. The kitchen floor that needs mopped badly,
9. the poor computer desk that i can barely see my key board through
10. The empty fire bin needing filled again

and yes the list could go on .. So i don't know if its just a complaining mood i am in or that the messy house has just gotten to my brain but, i am just about on the end of my seat ready to rip my hair out and call in a freaking maid? i have never in my life done that and i would feel so sorry for her i would pay for her to watch me clean the damn thing! Am i the only mother in the world who's house looks like this? i mean i go over to a friends house theirs is clean mine i would faint if someone came over before i got to clean it up at least half way descent.
So tomorrow is Saturday my day off and guess what my weekend holds for me? I bet you guessed Cleaning huh well if so you got it right! I think though i should have some wine and a hot bath and call off cleaning til tomorrow but, than again it might make me that much more of a lazy person or feel like a lazy person. Before i worked full time my house was always so clean i miss that...And if i see any more dirty Socks i am going to run down the road screaming at the top of my lungs put me in the loony bin!

So Cat come save me from the dirty house will you? lol jk haha its just another day right? life goes on and i will over come my own house!