There comes a time in our lives where we find some friends that we were once close we have grown apart from. No one person wishes it to happen with growing comes change and with change comes distance or closeness it all depends! I believe in the saying friends come and go as season. Some are the ones for life and others are the ones that came into it to help our current situation or to teach us something we never knew. I have always been one with a big heart my love goes endless and sometimes i let myself become the door mat we all say we are not going to be! Yesterday i had to stand up to a close friend someone i love dearly and has always kinda not really been there but, i have been there for her so i have let it go and let it go and now i see the door mat that's me! I am sad that she cant find the time to be the friend i put out to her and i will be a distant friend but, not let myself get close again. I am tired of the constant let down, heart ache and wishing for her to be there when i need someone to talk to! Its hard to let go when someone has been there for so very long but, i have realized i am the one who let myself get hurt. She has always been this way and i never asked her to change just hopped it might happen.. I wish though the change had come cause at my moments i really needed her and i feel like i have always been the giver and the one time i want to be the taker she cant be available i am sad but, in time i will heal!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
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I have found that people tend to come into my life when I need to learn something from them and or they from me and then we wander off away from one another unitl later on or maybe never again - but its what you give that matters and while it is hard to let go of old close friends, its even harder to make new ones with such great ones to compare them to!
Cat
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